Welcome to My Journey

This blog documents the awakening of my sixth sense and the incredible adventures to follow. The blog also reaches out to others who are interested in or who may be experiencing a similar other-worldliness and who, like me, are trying to figure it all out. There are no set answers in here, but plenty of questions and stories that will make you wonder. Come muse with me!

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Turning Down the Volume - "Ade" Version 2


Well, this is what happens when one does not consult their guides before making a big change.  David A. Philipps, PhD cautions that hastiness in numerology can lead to errors in judgment, but then goes on to say, “Such slips should not be regarded as mistakes or failures (either of the person or the system), but rather as lessons intended to develop our understanding.”

It was as if I had let an animal out of its cage.  I saw an image of a young girl baring her teeth, growling (!), and throughout the day, I could feel this surge of energy and determination.  Adee is ferocious!  The second “e” in the name increases intensity of drive and feeling.  And then, I remembered all those great things “Addie” did years ago, accomplished with dogged determination.  She was a little scary.  Adee might get what she wants, but to what end?!

This morning, I received counsel from my ancestral guide, Lola Rea.  She said that Adee was too much  - she would succeed, but my family might suffer.  She suggested removing the second “e”, using the first three letters of my original middle name, and creating a more Filipino nickname “Ade”, which I like.  Tacking on the second “e” was an attempt to help others sound out the name, but better mispronunciation than an uncontrolled beast!

I already feel calmer, gentler, and a little more “soulful”.  

Thank you Lola Rea, Ade it is!

Monday, January 24, 2011

Re-birth of Adee

So, I'm on this numerology kick.  It's the coolest thing.  For anyone who knows me and wants to know  why I'm attributing posts to "Adee Riccio," here is the reason.  I analyzed my birth chart and name chart and found a huge imbalance between the two!  The book's author suggests that when such an imbalance occurs, a modification to one's name can remove blockages and create greater harmony.

The author, David A. Phillips, PhD, also mentions there are people who dislike their name and want to change it, as if they know something is wrong.  I am one of those people.  As a child, I tried to alter the spelling of my name, threatened my poor parents with a name change - just really felt it didn't fit me.  I thought my middle name, Adelaine, which is based on the street (Adel Lane) where my parents met, had more potential.

Years ago, when I was still a young single working professional, a former boyfriend chose to call me by the nickname, Addy or Addie (not sure on the spelling), based on my middle name.  Looking back, those were some of the most prosperous and productive years of my life.  I got my dream job as an educator, traveled extensively for work and pleasure, wrote professionally, attended graduate school, and purchased my first home.  All in the span of three years. 

After analyzing my middle name, I discovered that it not only creates a better balance with my birth chart but its numbers better describe my personality.  I slightly modified the spelling and decided to adopt the revised nickname "Adee" as a pen name. 

Now, in order for "Adee" to work, the name must be used.  So, while you're reading, think "Adee, Adee, Adee..." and power it up!

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Book List


Months ago when all this started, I wasn’t going to read anything - just let the Spirit World inform me of everything I needed to know.  That was nice in theory, but when the experience became too overwhelming, I gave in and found countless books on the topic – who knew?! 

Here is an on-going list of books I’ve found helpful on the topics of personal development, psychic development, mediumship and spirituality:  

Allison DuBois
            We are Their Heaven

Dr. Wayne W. Dyer
            Living the Wisdom of the Tao: The Complete Tao Te Ching
            and Affirmations

John Holland
            Spirit Whisperer
            Psychic Navigator

David A. Phillips, PhD
            The Complete book of Numerology: Discovering the Inner Self

Rebecca Rosen
             Spirited: Unlock Your Psychic Self and Change Your Life

James Van Praagh
            Talking to Heaven

Gary Zukav
            The Seat of the Soul
           

Monday, January 17, 2011

Learning the Language


Books on the topic of psychic development describe the various forms of awareness and also describe the different ways spirits communicate.  These books have helped me understand how spirits “speak” and recognize when spirits make contact.  A future post will list the books I’ve found most useful.

I sense spirit in several ways.  First, I get a feeling of a presence nearby.  My head might get very cold, near the top and back.  I usually receive an image in my mind’s eye next.  If I know the person, the image might be a photograph of them or they might look as they did during our last encounter.  If I don’t have a good visual in my mental storage bank, then I might see an image of someone they know or a related object.  If it is a complete stranger, the spirit will reference the person with whom they wish to connect.  This is the spirit’s way of introducing themselves to me, letting me know they are calling.  Once I acknowledge and welcome their presence, the spirit will speak.  I am clairaudient, which means to “hear clearly.”  I also see, but mostly in my mind’s eye.  Images appear in front - the spirits themselves appear in front, directly behind, or slightly behind just to my left or right.  When this first started to happen, I also felt a little shock on my skin, like a mosquito bite or pinch.  In those early days, the shocks were constant and unnerving.  Once I learned to turn everything down a notch, the shocks stopped.

Do I talk to spirit?  Absolutely!  Do spirits answer?  Absolutely!
The voices in my head are pretty clear, but at times the words will sound muffled, as if hearing them from a walkie talkie or cb radio.  If you cover your mouth and say something, that is what the words sound like.  I also understand intent behind the words, so if I get bits and pieces of a message, the rest is picked up, assumingly, through mental telepathy. The spirit may produce an image if clarification is needed.  In one instance where the spirit named a country and I didn’t get it right, he then offered a geographic map of that same country.  Unfortunately, I don’t know my geography well enough and still messed it up!

Contact in the early days was overwhelming, sometimes thirty times a day, now usually once a day and mainly when I meditate or seek guidance.  Controlling contact is important for one’s sanity and balance.

When not meditating, I can still receive messages from my Spirit Guides and Teachers.  They come as faint words in the distance or in other ways - a song playing in my head or on the radio. Recently, I turned off the alarm, rolled over and continued to sleep.  Shortly after, a pop rock song came into my head, “So many things, so little time, what will I do? So many things, so little time….” Needless to say, I woke up. How creative are my Guides?!

Synchronicity is another way my Guides communicate.  I’ll have a question or dilemma and something will happen in real life that provides the answer such as a sermon at church, or a discussion with friends. In Gary Zukav’s “Seat of the Soul,” (amazing book, btw), he speaks about great souls with the capacity to affect large groups of people, even whole nations.  I tried to think of people who had this ability and came up with nothing.  Then later that day, a discussion in dance class turned to influential people - classmates start naming off larger-than-life figures like Oprah, Bill Clinton, Gandhi, Martin Luther King, etc.... I think to myself, “Oh, that’s what Gary meant.” Sometimes, when the answer is given this way, one of my Guides will appear to let me know they just “spoke".  The key to synchronicity is paying attention and connecting the dots.  Coincidences are my Guides’ way of reinforcing ideas or nudging.

Here’s a more humorous example.  I am extremely sensitive to the thoughts and opinions of others.  I seem to pick up or absorb their emotions and then internalize them causing needless stress and anxiety. I started taking a more difficult dance class and had a hard time with the floor work.  I couldn’t tell if the instructor wanted me to continue attending the class, I wouldn’t if I were him – I was that bad.  Well, not bad so much as unfamiliar with the steps and not up to par with the other dancers.  He seemed mad.  I heard this voice say, “You have it all backward.”  I still didn’t get it, so for the next few days whenever I got dressed, my shirt ended up inside out and backwards!!!  Despite all the efforts of my Guides, it wasn’t until the instructor smiled the next time I saw him, that I realized how wrong were my impressions. This hypersensitivity lessens as I practice protection against negative thoughts and energy, thanks to the works of John Edwards, “Infinite Quest” and John Holland, “Spirit Whisperer” and “Psychic Navigator.” 

Recently, my Guides have started using the body to signal me as well.  I made a wrong turn while driving the other day.   Still driving ever further from my destination, the whole left side of my head and arm went numb like it does when you have pins and needles.  “Hello, wake up!” my Guides were practically shouting.  I have no idea how they did this, but it worked!  That was cool, but a little strange.

I continue to learn the language of Spirit.  It’s all truly amazing.  I read over and again that our Guides are ready and willing to assist us and provide constant guidance.  We just need to listen, pay attention and be open to their wisdom.



Monday, January 10, 2011

The Power of Two


Somewhere in my readings (apology to the author for improper citing), I learned that each of us have numbers associated with our lives.  These numbers repeat themselves and have significant meaning.  Being a numbers gal myself, I picked up a book on Numerology, although it is still on my to-read list.

In the meantime, last week I had lunch with a dear friend of twenty-two years (please note the number two here).  We have always shared a deep connection from the beginning and so I asked the universe, “Why are we so connected?”  Various images and thoughts were offered to me.  It appears we have shared multiple lives and may have been dance partners of various sorts.  One image showed us as ballet partners, but ice skating also came to mind, so not exactly sure which one is correct, perhaps both.  The dancing would account for our physical closeness as well as the “coincidence” of our relying upon one another as dates for several college formals.  But, what about everything else - the “soul-to-soul” connection we share?   

    
Then, the most amazing concept was revealed to me.  I say “revealed,” because there is no way I came up with this all by myself – thank you, Guides!!  I met my friend in a college English class - he was sitting two seats behind me.  TWO.  And as a I recall, TWO months after our first date, we attended his formal together.

Mind starts doing a quick replay of my life, like an adding machine, click click click click click, and I begin seeing the number 2 pattern in all of my significant relationships and experiences. 

My best cousin, whose mother was my godmother and catalyst for my spiritual awakening, is a SECOND cousin.  My sister, who often shows up wearing the same color and sometimes the exact same shirt as me whenever we get together, is my SECOND sibling.  I live in my SECOND state since college, in the SECOND neighborhood we found in the area we wanted, in a TWO-bedroom house, bought just after my husband took his SECOND job down here, and moved into TWO months after our arrival.  My neighbor, who is a great interpreter of Spirit language, lives TWO doors down.  My job at the bookstore came to be after applying TWICE.  My other part-time job came about after being approached TWO times.  And, nearly all of my closest long-time friends are the SECOND sibling in their family.  One of them, who I met during the SECOND round of SECOND sets during our sorority rush, is connected by numerous TWO’s.  We are TWO years apart in age, our birthdays are TWO days apart, our girls’ birthdays are TWO days apart, and in high-school, “coincidentally,” we dated TWO brothers who were also TWO years apart.  I became very close to another friend from my SECOND job out of college when we worked TWO floors apart.  Another dear friend from that same time period worked TWO cubicles away.  When I was finally ready to settle down, I unexpectedly married the SECOND man I had a relationship with and got engaged after dating for only TWO months. I attended my number TWO choice of college.  I could go on and on and on…but, just one more…the year of my “awareness” is the same year that my daughter entered the SECOND grade.

Not sure what all this means, but the term “sharing the same wave-length” comes to mind.  Do I share the same “frequency” with all of these people, making us super linked?  Is this only from my perspective, or are these people connected to one another, not only through me, but in their own separate way?  What about all the events and experiences that fall along the same multi-directional grid? Can knowledge of number patterns in your life help in future decisions, or does it only appear important when looking back? 

I’m sure we’ll return to this as we learn more.  Your guess is as good as mine!

1-13-11  Postscript


I didn’t give much time for the importance of numbers to percolate before posting.  The numbers associated with our lives not only have meaning, but they create a map of some kind (this was alluded to in the descriptive summary for “The Complete Book of Numerology: Discovering The Inner Self” by David A. Phillips, PhD - based on the teachings of Pythagoras).  In my life, the 2 is related to who and what; 6 with inspiration; and 3 and 7 with place/location.  Although distinct, these numbers are interrelated and create a picture of our life plan.  Recognizing the numbers and patterns, even sub-consciously, can help keep us on track, just like our “gut instinct” can help us make decisions.  How cool is this?!  Time to open that Numerology book, eh?

Monday, January 3, 2011

Things That Go Bump in the Night


I’ve been afraid of the dark all my life.  Growing up Catholic, each of us kids had our own shrine to Jesus, complete with a plastic glow-in-the-dark Mary.  My shrine was in the closet on top of a row of drawers and each night we would open up the closet and kneel before the shrine to pray.  Then, my mom or dad would tuck me in, turn off the lights and close the door.  I was deathly afraid of the dark – so, what was up with sleeping in pitch black?!  My parents were not too sympathetic, for as we all know, there’s nothing out there and nothing to fear.  So, I had to brave out those minutes before sleep came, averting my eyes from the glowing Mary who appeared to float in the air.  No way was I getting out of the bed to close the closet doors - I just suffered. 

Sometimes, in the middle of night, I’d wake with a start completely spooked.  I was even more afraid than when I fell asleep at night.  I’d quickly tip-toe to my parents’ bedroom which was next to mine, and quietly stand in front of my mother silently wishing her awake.  I tried not to look around as if I didn't want to see what was out there, just focused on my mom.  I was so scared, I dared not speak or move. She inevitably woke up which seemed to make whatever was out there go away.  She always just sent me back to bed and thankfully I could go return to sleep having found comfort.

I limped along with this fear of darkness through adulthood.  The feelings would intensify if I saw a visually disturbing movie or read a scary book because the images stuck in my head like glue. I avoided watching or reading anything disturbing that might re-play in my head, over and over, like a broken video player. Without mom to run to, night lights were strategically placed throughout the house - no more glowing Mary for me, thank you!

But, guess what?!  I am no longer afraid of the dark!  Looking back, it was if I was blind-folded, sensing something out there, but not being able to see or know what it was.  And now, that I can see and hear more clearly, I can find out what goes bump in the night.  All I have to do is ask, “Who's there?” and the visiting spirit answers and conveys their message.

Even though I'm now okay with the dark, I prefer sleep to staying up at night to chit-chat. Pretty early on, I set out my own rule for communicating with spirit.  I try not to take calls late at night prior to bedtime or in the middle of the night.  I figure there are enough daylight hours in which to talk and I'm human after all, I need my rest!  Sometimes, I hear messages from spirit at night, but I’m only semi-conscious, not fully awake- which is fine.  Can we earthly beings make our own rules?  I really don’t know, but am grateful that for the most part it seems to be working!

On a deeper level, perhaps fear of the dark is a metaphor for fear of the unknown.  And when light is shed on darkness, what is unknown becomes known, and there is nothing left to fear.

Last Sunday's sermon dealt with this very same topic, coincidentally (weird how that's been happening a lot lately). Father reminded us that light eliminates dark.  Where there is light, there is no dark.  There is nothing to fear.  May we all find our way toward light.